Why bother ?

Late night studies, digging through piles of notes, finishing a can of Malta after another,2 days gap between each paper...stress ! not to mention the petty drama that's currently going on..

Instead of making you guys yawn and doze off into slumber land, I wont talk about how I'm currently coping with stress.

Apparently you can barely trust anyone these days. Not even your closest of friends. Well minus the really good ones and the ones that are afraid of getting beat up by you.

One lie leads to another. One rumour leads to another. One drama leads to another major drama. Seriously, everything can be resolved by just shutting our mouth up, not asking questions,replying to people's tweet through unmentions and even just click the unfollow button on Twitter.

It does sound easy, but its not to be honest. I mean we all know this. Come on. Who wouldn't want to know the 'hot' gossip. Who wouldn't trash talk about others if others are doing the same thing right ? We know that by replying with an unmention it will cause even more drama and cause more attention but we still do so. Why ? Lust ? Greed ? Gluttony ? 7 Sins ? Perhaps ? Maybe ? Who knows. My bet is on the Lust,Greed and Pride.

If someone's talking bad behind your back, just confront the person, if not just tell your friend whom you can trust. Don't tell your friend and start trash talking about that person. Don't go out and spread bad rumours, whether it is true or false about that said person. That person talks bad about you, let them be. Pray for their well being and for yourself. People say God ignore prayers of those that have bad intentions for others. So instead of praying that the person falls down the stairs or gets electrocuted or rape by monkeys, why not just pray for the person to have a great life far from bad intentions. Don't pray sarcastically though.

Still, why do we never confront those that talk bad behind our backs.. Why ? Is it fear ? or is it because you're just too disgusted with that person that you don't even want to hear people saying their name?

If you think you're not involve in the so called 'war' good. Walk far far away from it. Don't go butting in and ask what. Asking is ok, just don't give your opinion at all. Your name will be used. People will used it to protect themselves. They don't care about you. They just care about themselves. Once asked, walk away. Go read a book or pray or something. Just don't do anything stupid that might get you sucked into the stupid war !

It seriously is a waste of time. Regardless whether he or she is your friend. The guy that created the "Your problems are my problems too" in friendship is an idiot. Just pray that everything goes well for your friend. That's the only thing you can do. The only good thing you can do. Other things will just get you involve and you'll just waste your time in trying to come out with an idea to free your friend from the drama.

I for once am done with all of these.. I pray to Allah everyday so that you guys can resolve whatever bullshit you guys have. From my point of view the one that should really be blamed is....mehh, my opinions don't count. It never was. From the beginning. To be honest, I can easily say "I TOLD YOU SO" to a bunch of people right now but meh who cares. They never gave a damn about me anyway. If you guys read this though..."i told u so". From the moment my advice were ignored, I gave up . I gave up a long time ago.

There are a few funny moments though when things like this happens. People start to act differently. All fake. Like "Oh I'm the type of person that will yell and get agitated easily" while I stand there and be all "Guurrrllllll u aint like that at awwwllllll!" deep inside my heart.

P/s: If you talk about how bad B is to A who is B's best friend, A will tell B. So don't. Just don't. Just shut up and eat an apple pie.