Should I like or dislike

Basically I procrastinate a lot for my second semester of University. Maybe it was because I was so caught up with Dance,CUTE and helping out with events for I-Techqs. With so many things to do. Studying just seem irrelevant at that time.

I even skip classes when I dont feel like going to one. Im practically lost when Im in Probability and Statistics class. At first I was ok with everything but then most of the events and performance were on Wednesday so I am mostly absent for that class on Wednesday. This caused the lecturer to start talking about how I am always absent for her class,I look tired,not interested in the subject etc etc. To be honest, I actually never felt that way about her class until she open it up. Because of it,I slowly started hating the class like literally.I'd do all the work during the tutorials but then once out of the class,I never open the text book or notes once ! Its also because of the lecturer by the way she talks about me and stuff. Im a type of person that WILL like/love the lecturer if 1)they ignore me completely and acknowledge my existence when I ask questions and 2) if the lecturer continuously praise me and says Im doing a good job or 3)Its English class

Its a bit different for Finance class. During first class I was super nervous that it was going to be difficult for me since it involves like 38% of Financial Accounting and I SUCK big time in that subject.SO I asked the lecturer all sorts of questions.I was not so good at the subject for the first few chapters but then when we entered the topic where we need to find the future/present value of something,I understand everything and was able to do the tutorials and exercises with ease and was also able to do them in a short amount of time.I think that got the attention of my lecturer so he started asking me to go out front and explain to everyone how to do it and also keeps on praising how a good job I am doing. I did not get a full mark for the 2nd test but I was satisfied with what I got.Even duirng the test I was literally had my head in the books,I did all the past year questions and even wrote down all the equations in 1 single paper for each chapter with different colours. I was able to memorise all of them because of it.I was so happy during the 2nd test because I memorised everything.

Some people might say its wrong for me to like and dislike subjects and that my reasons are just pure bull shits.

Till then..